MANTHAN

Any successful person would fully agree with this fact that to be successful in life one needs to possess the ability to decline at times,the ability to reject certain propositions, the ability to disregard the things. My current state of mind has been entirely because I dont possess this ability. During my tenure outside Jammu when I was in Mumbai/ Pune for studies and job, I had slowly cultivated this ability but I was destined not to have this quality in me. The beauty of this thought goes to my experiences in 2009 wherein I left Pune for Jammu. Had I taken the decision not to go ahead I would have never come to Jammu and probably could not have entered into this second phase. Once this event occurred, it triggered a series of other events which again had a huge bearing on my life and probably could have severe impact on me in due times to come.This tragedy of not saying NO has virtually ripped me off. I have no clues of what is gonna happen in future but the fright keeps me awake ...

Watched Fightclub ( Brad Pitt starring) today and probably was thinking how the situation of a man can go worse when in depression. A state of hallucination prevails in the mind of Edward Norton throughout the movie till he understands what he really had done. Edward suffers from insomnia in the movie which leads him into the hallucination stage. The movie reminds me of another such movie the Russell Crowe starrer-A beautiful mind where in Russell plays the role of affected scientist. One thing about both these characters is their strength of the imagination which probably them through. The fact remains that mind is absolutely the master of body and probably universe. Man's heart defines how his mind should act and probably a well knit coordinated effort between the two leads to an effective result.In both the above cases one part dominates the other( heart dictates mind).Now coming to the topic about my state of mind, a sense of manthan is also going on. Sometimes I feel the heart...